nookncranny's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- this time of year this is the part of the year where the school workload heats up. where everyone starts asking "where have you been hiding?" and dinners for my family decrease in nutritional value. this is the part of the year where right as i start to drift off to sleep in front of late night comfort tv; i wake up feeling afraid. the failure juices that soaked into my skin when i was wee start to bubble, again, to the surface. the venemous critic de la head takes center stage and asks all the right questions. the ones who's answers depend on resolve and will power and sense of self. last night i virtually screamed "stop. i'm not doing this." cut the whole panic off right at the pass. wouldn't it be amazing and splendid if i could just get through the entire winter without one avalanche!?!! we've all been training trying so hard for so long. i would honestly love to see us snowboarding coasting laughing through. - ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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