nookncranny's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- what i can carry okay. still not finished with the monsterphonecall. i wonder if it would intensify his rage to know that yesterday i summoned the will to dance around my kitchen and brandish my ability to heal. a lovely woman yesterday said "you will be forever changed by this." true. i've been gashed by preditory intentions before and i've healed. but having this happen prompted me to pull them all out of the history recorded in my solar plexus, like a long chain of cutout paper people. i know this has drawn new lines on me. but i'm hoping, if i'm willing to still be in love with my life, that i may be developing muscles not only capable of lifting great pain, but also vast and overwhelming quantities of peace.
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