nookncranny's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- again and more and then there are days that come along and you feel you in there. the real one. the one you've known all (littlebittygirl) along. the one you've (hard swallow) loved. more than that.....loved being. and you wonder. how is it that i've spurned you for sooooo looong? how? is that? possible? to set one's own self aside in proceeding with the very same life? it wasn't intentional. right? merely habitual. nearly imperceptable well okay, then this much. i'll not get angry this time. at least that. i won't get mad at me. i'll accept that it's a cycle i seem to need to filter through. one, out of which, in some infinitesimal way, i'm learning myself. at least i could do without the brow beating on this, the awake end. often i forget; but today i remember. that i want to be me. - ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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