nookncranny's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- fending off fear this week is all paying the debt dues we signed up for. we so wanted that trip. and i was proud of us. it was like saying yes, we will take the high interest deal of joy this week for the cost of stomache punching next. so it's been long nights of tummy aches and fretting. hang in there dear. you stand by your choice eh? yeah, we could have just hung at the house. but how vast and lovely did it feel to be at lake winnie? how sweeping to see little bee jubilant, driving the antique cars? little turtle man's softbliss face set before the lake backdrop. screaming and hugging in the funhouse? precious. no doubt. so this hurt, this fear, a precious price. hang in there dear. i'll just have to find ways to nurture. find the love to stand. the poise to walk. the it's-my-life-and-i-refuse-to-miss-it temerity to move. - ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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